Saturday, March 7, 2020

The Decision to Live Free


The Decision to Live Free

Life has shown itself to be whatever one makes of it. All that is needed is the mind and belief. But many believe that what one achieves is because of themselves, divine intervention or a combination of the two. Both play a major part, but when do you know which one to activate? How does one impart success with their own being? How does one invoke divine intervention? Can you bring about your failure trying to use them? Never did I know that these things would be the reason as to why I was not successful in my life. Until now. And it was all because of me and my beliefs.
            Let’s be clear. This is not a get-rich lecture. There is nothing here that is for sale. I just wanted to share what I realized in me, and hope that I help someone to see what they need to do to change their trajectory. Who does not want to be successful? Who does not want to feel accomplished and fulfilled? We are given this life to live and make the most of it with the time allotted. Every day is an opportunity to make a difference in our lives by being a difference in others.
            So how did I go from being a failure in thought to being a growing success in self? I changed my mind. That’s it. That is literally all I did. I stopped looking at others, and started looking at myself. I stopped equating my worth to the worth of others. Success is something that is subjective. What one deems as success is not a universal type. But social engineering and lack of self-awareness can have one believe that if they are not where another is, then they are not successful.
            I hope by now you are understanding why I am writing this. You are more than what you see in the media. You are worth more than what belief systems and ideologies portray. You do not have to be a billionaire to be successful. You can be worthless with eight figures in your account. Money does not make you. Money helps you to live comfortably. But that is it. It only helps. Teachings from religious systems will tell you that wealth is a sin, or that it will keep you from having a relationship with a higher power. But at the same time, tell you to give your wealth to them to be of service. This is not an attack on religion. This is a word of advice to not become so lost in teachings, that you believe the spin which keeps you from understanding your worth.
            Whatever you put your mind on, you align with. Whatever you concentrate on, you attribute to your life. But the energy behind your thoughts is what powers your life. You can think that you deserve more. But if your energy is saying that you deserve nothing, no matter how much you think you deserve more, you will get nothing. What is your source of thought? What is your energy base? What is the foundation of your belief? Did you put it there, or was it implanted? Take the time to ask yourself these questions. From there, ask yourself this one question. Do you know who you are? If you can answer that question with honesty, then you can change your way of thinking. And then, you can change your life.
            Know who you are, so you can know what you are worth. Make up your mind what success is to you, and then put your energy behind that vision. Because what may be success to one, can be oppression to another. Learn yourself, and enrich yourself. This is your road to happiness and wealth. Whatever you dream of, will be in your possession. Just believe.

Saturday, September 24, 2016

Inner Sanctum (There Is)

You stand before me
Willing to know what is the base of my thoughts
And wanting to see them in manifestation
I watch you
Longing to see why my gaze upon you
Is so piercing
Yet distant
I feel your energy
You open your mouth to close it again
There is much to be said
And yet no words are spoken
I reach out to you
Taking your hand in mine and tell you
To kneel
You obey in wonder
Our eyes are locked in each other
You see me
But I see into you
You are afraid
Not of what I might do
But because you feel that I
Am not as deep into you
As you are with me
And as you open your mouth
To ask what is going on
I kneel down with you
You are my princess
My wondrous little
And with all that is in me
I look to you
Not as my object
But as my prized possession
You have meaning
There is purpose
We are more than just two beings
With a common bond
Our uniqueness is abstract
Like art painted on acid
Togetherness that is as nontraditional
As oil and water
Yet with each shaking
With each agitation
Our love finds a way
To emulsify
And as we kneel together
And you stare at me in confusion
I take you in my arms
And tell you
That I love you

Tango

Don't stop dancing with me
Don't let go of my hand as we turn
Don't do that
Just trust me
I know that with each step
You want to know that
I'm in control
I will not let you go
You are my balance
With each step
I show you
That there is growth
Fluidity in our movement
Togetherness
I am not in this for myself
No my little girl
Not in this for me at all
For as I grow to perfection
It is not of myself
But with you
Which is why as I lead
I hold you tightly
Because I can only dance perfectly
With you
And as you see growth in me
You will see that I grow
To be a better example
For you
Don't let go of my hand
Don't

Impulsive

My heart is not a stone
And with each breath within each day
It beats strongly with a yearn for you
You are not out of my mind
I am out of my mind with emotion
Thinking of you so much
But still feeling like never enough
I ache for your touch
I feel your fingertips and your breath
On my lips
I'm not just in love with you
I'm in lust and like and infatuated
I smell you near me even though
There are many miles in between us
You may think
I'm not attentive
But
I pay attention to you every time
We are together
To better learn you
I don't take you for granted
I can't get enough of you
So if you don't hear anything else
Then hear this
I'm listening to you always
And the only thing impulsive
About my dealings with you
Are my desires to continuously kiss you
Everyday

Thursday, September 22, 2016

Annual Rotations

Once again
Another revolution around the sun
Completed
Number 36
Times the ten phases of transformation
Equaling the eternal Cypher
As mind grows to build better states of being
To leave a legacy
That carries on
Being in existence before manifestation
God made all things
To in time make me
And for this
I am grateful
The moon glows in the distance
Yet closer than those who promised
To never leave
This is when understanding takes place
For their presence is no more
But their lessons intact
As the warm air of the first night
Fills my lungs
Autumn
When the season changes for harvest
I shall reap from every experience
When the leaves become amber
And the winds blow
The dropping of decay begins
Pay attention to the seasons in your life
And learn how to cultivate your soul
The trees tell the tale of what is
Fall
When the branches show their wisdom
And the kingdom prepares for what is ahead
I shall be thankful
For this season
And the birth of eternal change 

Monday, September 5, 2016

Transfusion

You make love to me
More than my body
But to my mind
More than my mind
My soul
I yield to you
As you to me
Our bond too real
To not feel

Familiar Senses

Waking in emptiness
Pointless thoughts in mind
Eating to survive
Washing to be clean
Existence is not the same
But yet the only remain
That is left to be held
Is her essence