Saturday, September 24, 2016

Inner Sanctum (There Is)

You stand before me
Willing to know what is the base of my thoughts
And wanting to see them in manifestation
I watch you
Longing to see why my gaze upon you
Is so piercing
Yet distant
I feel your energy
You open your mouth to close it again
There is much to be said
And yet no words are spoken
I reach out to you
Taking your hand in mine and tell you
To kneel
You obey in wonder
Our eyes are locked in each other
You see me
But I see into you
You are afraid
Not of what I might do
But because you feel that I
Am not as deep into you
As you are with me
And as you open your mouth
To ask what is going on
I kneel down with you
You are my princess
My wondrous little
And with all that is in me
I look to you
Not as my object
But as my prized possession
You have meaning
There is purpose
We are more than just two beings
With a common bond
Our uniqueness is abstract
Like art painted on acid
Togetherness that is as nontraditional
As oil and water
Yet with each shaking
With each agitation
Our love finds a way
To emulsify
And as we kneel together
And you stare at me in confusion
I take you in my arms
And tell you
That I love you


Don't stop dancing with me
Don't let go of my hand as we turn
Don't do that
Just trust me
I know that with each step
You want to know that
I'm in control
I will not let you go
You are my balance
With each step
I show you
That there is growth
Fluidity in our movement
I am not in this for myself
No my little girl
Not in this for me at all
For as I grow to perfection
It is not of myself
But with you
Which is why as I lead
I hold you tightly
Because I can only dance perfectly
With you
And as you see growth in me
You will see that I grow
To be a better example
For you
Don't let go of my hand


My heart is not a stone
And with each breath within each day
It beats strongly with a yearn for you
You are not out of my mind
I am out of my mind with emotion
Thinking of you so much
But still feeling like never enough
I ache for your touch
I feel your fingertips and your breath
On my lips
I'm not just in love with you
I'm in lust and like and infatuated
I smell you near me even though
There are many miles in between us
You may think
I'm not attentive
I pay attention to you every time
We are together
To better learn you
I don't take you for granted
I can't get enough of you
So if you don't hear anything else
Then hear this
I'm listening to you always
And the only thing impulsive
About my dealings with you
Are my desires to continuously kiss you

Thursday, September 22, 2016

Annual Rotations

Once again
Another revolution around the sun
Number 36
Times the ten phases of transformation
Equaling the eternal Cypher
As mind grows to build better states of being
To leave a legacy
That carries on
Being in existence before manifestation
God made all things
To in time make me
And for this
I am grateful
The moon glows in the distance
Yet closer than those who promised
To never leave
This is when understanding takes place
For their presence is no more
But their lessons intact
As the warm air of the first night
Fills my lungs
When the season changes for harvest
I shall reap from every experience
When the leaves become amber
And the winds blow
The dropping of decay begins
Pay attention to the seasons in your life
And learn how to cultivate your soul
The trees tell the tale of what is
When the branches show their wisdom
And the kingdom prepares for what is ahead
I shall be thankful
For this season
And the birth of eternal change 

Monday, September 5, 2016


You make love to me
More than my body
But to my mind
More than my mind
My soul
I yield to you
As you to me
Our bond too real
To not feel

Familiar Senses

Waking in emptiness
Pointless thoughts in mind
Eating to survive
Washing to be clean
Existence is not the same
But yet the only remain
That is left to be held
Is her essence

As Nature Intended

I want to take a walk with you
Through the thick branches and
Fully blossomed buds on the tips of
Extended appendages that look like
Fingers made of wood
Let's go for a trip
Tiptoe through the fields of nature
Allowing the snap of twigs be the sound
Of our newly blazed trail
May this be as organic
As our love